How can i overcome major depression........?

im very very depressed. i looked up the symptoms of depressions and discovered that I have more than five of them. The question is, how to i overcome it? I feel as everything is my life is sucking and i get so jealous of people who seem to have their lives together and appear stress-free. i wish i could become that way....i feel like nothing will ever turn out right for me. my mom talks to me like crap unless she needs something from me. my boss treats me worse than any other coworker....my relationship seems like it wont get anywhere. seems like i may never marry, i dont wanna rush it, however i wish i could understand how other young people around my age get married and live like happily ever after. im stressed out cause im actually willing to go to school near my fiance just cause its near him and offers the program i want. problem is the school is VERY expensive...i have financial problems going on already...with the price of gas i really cant use any of my money that i earn for things that i want. it all goes to a cellphone bill or gas or something for my car....i feel like im trapped in a world that i really dont wanna live in. i understand that after being a teenager, real life kicks in, but boy did it kick in too fast....i almost cant deal. i get angry all the time, i feel worthless, i feel as though things will never turn out right for me, i cant sleep at night even if i have to work very early the next day....sometimes i just want to end it all....is there anything that can help me? i dont wanna be depressed...i wanna be happy again....

Does this girl like me?

Tell this girl you're interested in her. What is the worst thing that can happen -- she's not interested in you. So what? Life is too short!! Good luck.

Unprotected , how would you explain my behavior?

I'll try to be concise. I am a 25-year old gay guy from Maghreb. As you know, ity is seen very badly here, so that uals in this region must be super discreet, otherwise they will have great trouble or even risk their skins. Unfortunately for me, I live in a very conservative city (and hypocritical, of course) where I can not find Gays with whom I can discuss, or relax a little. During all the years I lived, I only had 4 unprotected adventures far from where I live. The last one was yesterday. Although I know that is super dangerous and that I might get AIDS if one of my partners carry this disease, I do not know why I dare not refuse. Maybe because I'm so thirsty , and I can not meet my needs quietly where I live, that the first opportunity that presents itself to me to sleep with a guy, I accept blindness. There, I am very scared and I look forward to spend three months to go for an HIV test. I hope with all my heart that I am HIV negative. And, I ure you I am another person, and I have another life. I am more alert, more wary. Go live in a place where I can have a life couple, quiet and above all healthy. I'll look for love, I will seek a lasting relationship with dignity. But till then, I have to be sure that I do not carry any deadly disease on me.

Why do morris dancers "black up"?

Surely in this day and age blacking up is a bit racist and unnecessary... What are the reasons and traditions behind it?

Isn't this exciting -Al Qaida telling Muslims in US to buy guns and start killing people?

Another member of the "peaceful" religion. And no peaceful Muslim will speak out against this loon.

Why is my cat suddenly pissing in the house?

Is she fixed? ._. If she's really affectionate, that could be a sign of pregnancy, especially if she's in and out of the house..and the pissing, I honestly don't know. I had a cat that did that before as well, but I believe she just stopped after a few weeks.

Can you have low protein from being a vegetarian?

So i use to eat meat like everyday but than i became a vegetarian (that still eats fish) around 5 months ago and I was wondering if that could cause low protein because I have been feeling weird/different lately. :)